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Wednesday, February 20, 2013

beautiful day in february.

We went on a hike through the woods and up by the lake that's about 5 minutes from our house.
i absolutely love that we are back in washington.
we love being outdoors.
 
we brought rascal with. he did so well. i read online once, shortly after we got him, that if you can get a pekingese to walk a mile you are doing excellent. he definitely did way more than mile.
 
and rowan too. she slowed down a couple of times, but most of the time she was leading the way.
 
oh how i love my family.







Monday, February 18, 2013

Classes & Training - COMPLETE

WOO HOO!!
 
Another step closer.
 
We are officially done with all required training and classes.
 
There are more classes and training that we will be taking, but on our own time.
 
We had our meeting with our caseworker on Monday and it went great! We sat in this room with a table and four chairs and there was a bookshelf with a bunch of kids toys. I was nervous at first, but she is so awesome. It's like I think of her as "judging" me and my family and then I sit and talk with her and I remember that she is just a normal person who is doing her job. It's awesome to have someone who can make me feel that way, someone who is playing such an important role in our lives right now.
 
So the meeting went great and got some feedback and a lot more information to work with and research. We were able to ask our questions and get answers. Things are starting to really be moving along now. It's really starting to hit home and feel like reality.
 
For example, when I asked her about the home inspection and when that happens if we needed to have the room and crib set up or that she could just see that we had the space and crib (in the garage). Well, apparently it depends on the county that you live in. And of course... our county requires to have the room set up. I immediately freaked out in my head. At the same time I got really excited. I am so conflicted when it comes to this. In one way I'm excited at the thought of bringing our child home, but at the same time it could be 2 years before that happens and the thought of having an empty room with a crib and a room set up for my child that I don't have nor know when is coming, could feel like torture.
another thought on this whole room being set up before the home inspection..
we haven't told anyone. well... not anyone. but extended family and friends.
bubba hasn't even told any of his family.
my immediate family and our references are the only ones who know.
rowan doesn't even know.
so when we set up this room.. it needs to be after rowan's birthday, which is in april. otherwise.. we're busted. ha.
 
i'm not ready to disclose to everybody. i want to make sure that our homestudy is complete. that everything is a go before we tell everybody. it would be too stressful talking about it to everybody all the time, which i expect to happen once we tell everyone, but at that point, the paperwork will be done, the training will be done, the classes will be done.
 
rowan is also something we need to address. finding the right way and the right time to tell her.
bubba brought up a great point the other night. that once we tell her she is going to be so excited and she will probably want to talk about it and we don't want to stop her from that.
but she needs to know before she has her "interview" with our caseworker.
so it's a juggling act to say the least.
 
 excited. nervous. goal oriented. focused.
 
that's exactly how i feel right now.
 
then we were given some time frames to do our 3 hour individual interviews. i'm so excited! February is a short month.. so march will come quickly, which is exactly when we hope to get those done. we have to go separately on different days because she doesn't have 6 hours in a single day to devote to interviews. but right now i'm scheduled to do my interview in 3 weeks!! EEKK!
 
the last question i asked our caseworker on monday was this:
"so in reality, when do you think our homestudy could be completed?"
 
after an answer that was well explained, that there are 3 people ahead of us who already have their interviews done, we were told that it could be completed by JUNE! That's right... JUNE!
 
That is only 3-4 months away. I'm so anxious!!
But we still have a lot of work on our end to do to make sure that this stays on track and on time.
We need to start our long list of research, phone calls, visits, etc to complete our parenting resource plan. uffda... that's going to be quite the work.
but in the end i know it's going to all be worth it.
 
 

Thursday, February 7, 2013

Adoption update.

i finally feel like we are making a dent scratch into our long list of to-do's for this adoption.
 
it feels awesome. and it's making me giddy.
 
i have sent my autobiography.
bubba's will be sent in tomorrow.
 
both of our medicals are DONE!
 
i got my tb test done.
immunizations done.
 
we will be sending in bubba's bio, both of our medical records and our issues to consider list in by tomorrow night.
that's the goal. and it's GOING TO HAPPEN!
 
the issues list has been excruciating challenging to say the least.
but we will get it done. and then we will get to do it again at the end when we are closer to being matched.
 
good news though.
 
we have our cpr.first aid. class on saturday all day.
 
then on monday we will be gone for 7 hours up to seattle to attend our open adoption training class. but our case worker suggested that we meet up before the class. so we're going to take advantage of being up there and meet with her. it makes for a long night and a long time for rowan to be with the babysitter.
but thankfully she loves to be with the babysitter.
 it's so weird to think that bubba has never met our case worker.
so it's good that they will finally get that chance.
 
it's these times, where we are showing significant movements ahead that really make up for those times of struggling and frustration during the process.
 
i'll admit it. i find myself looking at baby stuff again!
 
i can't wait to meet my baby..
 
now if we could just get through the homestudy process a bit quicker.
 
 

me & my girl





Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Rowan


my sweet little girl is at it again.
isn't that shade flattering on us?

even skeeter got a little sprucing up.
i also found a white bunny who got some tinting on his cheeks also.


 
they're so sweet when they are sleeping, aren't they?


"her family" - including gpa & gma also!
i'm amazed at how she was able to not only write her name backwards, but also her letters are reversed. i swear she had to have used a mirror to make that happen.

Glimpse of life



Bubba and Rowan digging at the park.


i love my Skeeter.


 
rowan made and decorated her own cupcakes.
of course there was a sprinkle overload.
her love of sprinkles just warms my heart.


this is a mix that was inspired from pinterest.
chex cereal stirred into some melted almond bark and then sprinkled with
 marshmallows, m&m's and valentines sprinkles.
 


this project was spurred on from my hubby complaining about all of stuff in the garage. all of my pending project. i've been wanting to make this for over a year now and just got around to it.
forgive the horrible picture.
i just painted the bottom half with chalkboard paint. about a million coats.
tacked up some bakers twine.
glued on heart ribbon to clothespins.
 
i love it. :)
 
{all pictures were taken with my iphone.. hence the clarity}